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Monday, 10 September 2007

tiRed oF LovE...

I've giveN it muCh thought...
I was thinking of not postinG about it even...
buT itS just Haunting me... taunting me...

ItS LiFe in gEneRaL... Why doeS eveErything come With a tiMe Line... why caNt everything Be Left to ruN its owN couRse...

I caN unDerstaNd deAdLineS fOr worK but... HmMmm..

MarriAgE... yEs *ahahaha*
I opEn My mouth to suCh topiC.. cOs uSuaLLy wHen I'm pesTereD wiTh suCh quEstioN I simpLy shrug oFF tHe suBject wiTh a smiLe oR eveN a giGgLe.. (anD quickLy waLk away aS iF I Had thingS to do hahah coward!)
Bet tHe cuZziEs aRe cuRiouS to knoW *winK*
WeLL oKay oKay Let mE barE it aLL foR tHoSe who Care to kNow..

I woULd SeriouSy gEt maRriEd iF I actuaLLy fouNd thE guY...
*hahahahahah* so whaT abouT thE guYs I've been wiTh?..
HmmmMmm... I juSt doN't see a "huSbaNd" in them..
noW tHat tHE LatEst ex-BoyfriEnd haS tiEd the knOt..
I guEss pEopLe wouLd bE wonDering thAt tHerE miGht bE soMething wROnG aboUt me..

wHateVer.. *shRug*
bUt tHe oNe thAt stAbs RighT at thE heArt iS whEn soMeoNe (who shaLL remain namELess)
oPenLy sAiD to me..
"aMbiL saja siApa saJa aSaL buJang"
TranLatioN: JusT GraB anyoNe sO loNg aS thEIr siNgLe

iT maDe me FeeL uGLy.. LikE suPer uGLy aNd LikE soMething thAt's beEn caSt awaY.. UnwaNted.. UnLikEd.. UnaPpreciaTEd.. uNwoRthy.

Do I loOk DespEratE?!
It waS a puBLic pLace... aNd It Had taKen aLL tHe stRengtH iN me tO conjuRe uP a smiLe...
bUt iF u kNew me... ReaLLy kNew me... YoU cOuLd jUst abOut See a GLiStening Tear drOp juSt aT thE coRneR oF my eYe..

HmmMmmm... aNd hEre I thOught thIs waS goNNa bE a fuNNy pOst...
bUt aPPaRentLy not!



4 comments:

Anonymous said...

*giggles giggles* if u dont knoe yet, how surprising 2 c most of beautiful women r singles (xcluding me) muahahaha

touch-me-not said...

are you saying i'm beautiful ka?!
*ahakS*
hahahahahahahahahah

Anonymous said...

Yeas ka ming.. you are GORGEOUS! plus u're TALENTED, INTELLIGENT, SWEET.. LURVING.. and the list goes on and on and on~~~
You're a package ka!
^_^

Wel anyho ka.. I'm starting to read your blog now! I'm settle now.. got me lyfe sorted... ahuks2..

Sowie ka last nyte.. i was asleep.. anyho.. i'll call u soon inshaallah..

Lurv u lots ka!

touch-me-not said...

wahhhhh now thats what i call a pick-me-up'er...
mwahs!!!
thanks babes I needed that *sigh*

:) so glad that u've settled... miss you loads, mwahs! yeah do call yeah can't wait to talk to you!