al-fatihah..

I don't usually do postings to commemorate the passing of family and friends.. mainly besause its so hard to even bring myself to key in the words.. to see it form into sentences that triggers a flash back of the happy memories embedded in my heart.. But last night.. I only come to knowledge that an acquaintance had passed in a tragic car accident..

I barely knew him but in the few exhange of words it was evident that he was a nice person.. the friends had nothing but great things to say about him.. and I wept. Maybe it was the love that I sensed from those around him.. maybe its the passing of such a young life with so much potential.. or maybe.. for the loss of a friendship that could have been... maybe I'm PMSing... I really can't say why I was emotional about it... weeping with eyes like a faucet.. The only reason I could think of is that its not everyday that you find a friend that you truly wanna keep in your life.. al-fatihah.

seram Sejuk..

Aarghh fell asleep on the sofa again! I hate having to wake up in the middle of the night to find myself all alone and no one else in the family room.. the house gets eerily quiet at those times...

So there I was walking up the stairs to my room... everything all hushed and me trying to get into my owhhh cosy bed. But the bladder had different plans.. so I popped into the en-suite. Having finished my business, while I was washing my hands.. I thought I heard something.. so I turned off the water and there it was... faint in the beginning.. and starts getting louder as I listened intently... it was the creepiest sound I never thought I'd hear.. wailing cry of a woman!

Its giving me goosebumps as I'm writing this... it was spooky.. the sadness was evident but the way in which the cry was let out.. in the kind that lets you know its just unhuman.. and at this hour??

Reminds me of another incident about a couple of years or so ago... all alone in my room, the radio full blast and me on the lappy.. when all of the sudden a loud bangging shocked me frozen.. on the walls that was close to my right just by my bed.. I turned off the radio but the banging continued a good minute... although it could've been a few seconds but it felt like minutes.

During the banging.. I had initially thought my brother got annoyed at the loud music. His room is on the other side of the wall...

But a second thought made me realise that the brother was off abroad for a good couple of weeks or months.. so who was that banging on the wall???

pets

the norm for me would be a gold fish.. or those fighting fish.. or any kind of fish.. birds mayb or even those cute little sea turtles and I could possibly even tolerate frogs.. but the brother has taken it to the next level... I almost screamed when it jumped towards me... yes as evident from the picture.. its an iguana... IGUANA!!! but I admit the skin is a gorgeous mix of radiant green.. however it would be pushing my limits to touch it!

fw:

I bet everyone has had forwarded emails sent to them promising something or some sort of miracle if and when they forward an email... kecuali yang berasas ugamalah cos apa-apa yang sahih dan baik di forwardkan memang digalakkan dalam agama tani... malahan wajib ketani menyebar luaskan ilmu yang ada kepada yang belum tahu.. pahala Tuhan saja yang mengetahui...

Anyways... something I would love to forward to them who created those sort of email... Email yang menjanjikan miracle if forwarded and misfortune if ignored..

fOur tiMes LucKy

a sWeet LitTLe giRL witH eYes sO roUnd aNd LashEs tHat FLuttErs Like ButTerFLieS whiSpErs a LitTLe too LOud saiD

"Kami aDa suRprIsE"

hEr smiLe ReaChed frOm eAr to eAr. Just look at the Dear darLing, hOw cOuLd yOu nOt faLL foR heR chArmS..

tHen Later..... "suRprISe!!"


Makes FouR birThday caKes thiS yeaR, aren't I thE LucKy onE :)

a niGht to RemEmbEr

a birthday surprise to remember....

sHocKeD.. baFfLed... at a LosT For woRds... moSt oF thE tiMe iTs me beiNg fLabbErgHastEd aNd stuNneD siLent... a beautiful SurPriSe

toAstiNg a lonG haPPy aNd wonDerfuL liFe ahEad... tHen thiNgs startEd gettiN cRaZey....

tHank yOu my LoveLiEs, thiS is foReVer in thE boOk oF memoRiEs tHat LasTs a LiFetimE.. I feeL tHe LoVe.

tHe yeLLoW siGn

tHeRe waS a tiME whEn peoPLE weNT maD witH tHe squaRE yeLLoW tAgs.. soMe eVEn haD tHeiR reaR wiNDshieLd aLmosT coVEreD witH thEsE tAgs.. sOme so Very Lame aNd forGettaBle.. otHErs aRe tHe bUtt of joKEs aNd soMe maKEs yOu Laugh oUt lOud..

tHe onE I rememBer LaughiNG to sampai kan krem pipi...

"muAt KEraBau seEkoNG"

aNd ReCentLY....

I couLd ReLate! AHahaHAAHaHAAHah wouLdn't put it on my Car buT Im LovinG thiS onE!!

a bReak in Break?

coFfee or ratHer waTer brEAk foR mosT of uS in tHe ofFiCe iS thE timE to poliSh up tHe bonDing beTweEn colleGueS aNd friENds

buT aS we wEre sitTing thErE in ouR coSy litTLe coFfEeRooM.. diScuSsinG aboUt tHe LAstesT moVieS on reLeaSe.. huLk HoGan? I muTtereD out confiDentLy hahAHahaHaha PAcah soraNg-soRang ketawa haHAhahaAHah eRrrrmmm inCrediblE huLk sebenarnya haAHaAHaha is ouT aNd so is tHe hapPening, a musT muSt waTch for me... caN't waiT to see tHese.. beEn getting gooD reviEw on tHe hapPening..

bUt anyhO... tHiS iS wHat liTeraLLy haPpenEd duriNg tHe huLk diScuSsioN...

a friEnd diCoveRed tHat hE haD "huLk" poWeRs.. hahaAHaHahaAH hE haD unDerEstimaTed hiS oWn strength! PataH waH handLe mug yang dipakainya aduhhh hahahahaha aTu kuAt ;)

soMethiNg siLLy...

I did Say I waS goNNa bLog aBout tHe KL trip buT siNce I haVn't goTTen aNy piCs yeT (awu payah menumpang camera orang ani haAHaAHah TerLupa bah baWa caM sendiRey) tHat'll haVe to Wait..

I thiNk a WeeK aGo oR so... I bumPed inTo soMeonE I neVer wOuLdv'e ExpeCted tO sEe... It's noT mucH oF tHe enCounTer tHat I wantEd to taLk aboUt buT moRe oN hoW iT triGGerEd memOriEs oF thE paSt...

wHeN tHe DooRs oPen aNd You aRe conFronTed witH tHis faMiLiaR faCe juSt StaRinG bLankLy aT yOu. It toOk mE a whiLe tO figuRe oUt who sHe wAs... Man! tHat conFirMs tHe muCh foRgoTTen saGa iN my Past...

I reaLLy waNted tO smiLe buT soMehoW tHe lipS wEren't moVing.. I waS juSt so taKen abAck.. FlaSheS oF meMoriEs caMe fLoodiNg iN.. aT thAt moMent I feLt LiKe I waS in a moVie wHerE evErythiNg stooD stiLL aS iT bluRs aNd aNd moRphs inTo FLashbaCK... aNd tHougH tHe reCall LastEd Less tHaN a fRactiOn oF a miNutE.. iT waS enOugh tiMe FoR hEr to ReaLiSe Who I waS..

She tuRnEd aNd waLked aWay... RefuSiNG tO joIn mE iN tHe conFinEs oF aN eLevaTor... I couLdn't HelP buT smiRk... It wAs a wEiRd fEeLinG... I haD nO bAd thOughTs abOuT her.. JuSt FeELinG tHe diSbeLiEf.... DamiT baNar bruNei aNi NyenTa...

bUt wHen tHe fuLL reaLity oF it suNk in I couLdn't HelP buT laugh OuT louD in tHe priVate saNctuaRy oF my caR. I guEss YoU jUst Can't eRase tHe paSt.. iT haS a Way oF HaunTinG yOu.. hEeheh..

I wAs suRpriSed It didN't huRt.. nOt oNe biT... cOuLd iT bE?... tHat I hAve gOttEn oVer iT.. oVer hiM?... I kNoW I saY iT aLL tHe tiMe.. bUt nEver reaLLy belieVed iT iN my hEart of hEarts... bUt nOw I knoW... I truLy do..

yOu muSt bE woNderinG whO tHe woMan is?.. aHahHa no nAMes ... jUst soMeoNe whO haD a haNd iN makinG my LiFe a miSery For yeArs... tHouGh I knOw iT wAs neVer hEr fauLt...

My guEsS iS hE (sidia bah ey.. exbuyfrin) kePt tHe truRth to hiMseLf... bUt nEvermind..

it's all in God's hand now...

I aM haPpy noW.. GenuiNeLy happy :)

UnpLeaSant

tHis moRninG on tHe waY to woRK... a whiTe kijaNg witH thE plAtes... ahaHAh ntah nDa ku ingat, tRaumatiSed sudaH tu, baru jua "beberapa ketika" hahaHAahH trying to be so standard with the use of my malay~ my Gosh I can't believe my eyes tadi atu.. I seriouSLy thouGht I waS goNna gEt huRt.. I waS even bRacinG myseLf for tHe huRt that wAs to coMe.. sEE hoW seriouS the situaTion reaLLy is?... I'm just laughinG it ofF coS i wantEd to stop thE shaKinG of my limbS...

entaH kenapa uraNg nda mau beranti arah keluaR simpang, MAcam jalan nininya dibuatnyA!

*breathE*

I'm saFe tHat's aLL thAt mattERs...

He's DeaD!

Heath Ledger.. a budding ActOr.. wAs pRonounCed Dead toDay..
I jusT LoGgeD ouT of my hotmail anD on tHe spreAd oF msn wEb page.. tHere iT was...
Heath LedgEr deAd at 28.

he's deaD?... wHooHhh... sHocKing... genuiNeLy.... I thouGht hE'd bE tHe nExt Brad piTt.. sO mucH potenTiaL in him to be thE next bEst ActoR in hoLLywooD... I enjoYed hiS roLe in "10 things I hate about you".. aNd my favorite "tHe patrioT"...

hiS LatEst fiLm (if i'm not mistakEn so don't go quoting me on that).. aNd finaL oNe it sEems.. He waS cAst aS a viLLian in The up cominG BatmaN movie.. Something I'LL sureLy watch oNce iTs reLeased at thE moviEs.. gOsh Cant believe he's actually gone... tHe mEdia iS iN a fRenzie sEconD GuEssiNg The aCtuaL CauSe oF deaTh.. aNd I beT tHere'D be sOme Very diStuRbiNg sTory oR thEorY tO hiS deaTh beIng conCocTed... bUt I can hoNestLy saY.. hiS death is a biG LosS to tHe fiLm iNduStry..

He suReLy wiLL be miSsed...