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Showing posts with label mind over matter. Show all posts

Monday, 13 April 2009

One man's opinion

never knew this dish could stir up such a review click here
Ambuyat.. an acquired taste.. love or hate.. just like marmite. And it is understandable that good writers would know how to manouver his writing so that people would keep reading to the end. And in so much as I have the pure blood of a bruneian cheeewah.. hehe bangga kali ahh jadi anak jati brunei nyenta :) back to what I was saying... offended yes... but its all just another man's perspective and a good writer at that..

Can't force the guy to love the dish we grew up on.. as for his writing well I guess I probably would write something like that if I were to comment on a less than palatable foreign dish... like say... blood sausage... feasting on a concoction of blood and lard... ouuh tasty.... emmm no thank you.

or maybe... mustard... I use to hate the yellow goo, looks like it came from the rear end of a bird and smells of baby's puke.... but with time and with the help of Mc donald's burgers I learned to tolerate it... and eventually.... with the discovery of ceaser salad dressing recipi , I absolutely love it.

so biarkan tia menulis articlenya atu kalau nda ya menulis kna marah ya sama boss nya and jua dengan nya menulis atu he's putting us on the map cos there are still quite a lot of people out there who don't know about Brunei. Manatau ada yang curious sangat kan merasa ambuyat tani atu, cos kekadangnya ada insan-insan yang sangat-sangat curious kan tau kesahihan cerita atu sampai di cubanya sendiri nah kan menambah kan lagi revenue kitani dalam segi tourisma. esehh hahahahahaahah kambang luir ku menulis hahahahahahahaahh






Saturday, 17 November 2007

tiPs!

we'Ve aLL beEn tHerE aNd iTs a cyCLe wE go tHrouGh fRom tiMe to tiMe...
iTs wHen We aRe aT ouR LoWesT poiNt... wHen wE fEeL aT wiTs eNd.. oR in a ruT... feEliNg woRthLeSs.. uSeLesS... I'm poSting thiS in faVouR oF a fRiEnd whO fEeLs LosT.. aNd iN diRe nEed oF a pEp taLk...

thiNgs yOu shouLdn't Do wHeN yOu aRe dEep iN thE piTs oF DepRessiOn!

(1)
bLamE LiFe!
no doubt tHat LiFe iS haRd.. yOu gOttA woRk foR wHateVer yOu wAnnA achiEvE.. bUt putTing thE bLame oN liFe wiLL noT gEt yOu anyWhere... It's LikE bLaminG chOcOLate fOr maKinG yOu Fat! iTs yOur aCtiOns tHat mAkes yOu wHat yOu aRe...

(2)
Let LazinEss diCtaTE
oNce moRe.. yOu don't do noThinG, you gEt notHinG!

(3)
NegLect yOur LoOkS
wHen yOu LooK goOd yOu fEeL goOd! tHere'S notHinG eLse to it.

(4)
bEcoMe a HermiT
wHeN yOu shY awAy fRoM poEpLe aNd croWdS... yOu giVe waY foR inSecuritiEs... fAce thE musiC aNd yOuR conFiDenCe wiLL be tHe beTter for iT! caLL uP yOur fRiEndS aNd oRganiSe a rEguLar geT-toGethEr

(5)
iNduLge iN seLf pitY
nEveR sEe youRseLf as tHe viCtiM! sEe iT as a LesSon LeaRnEd aNd yOu wiLL coMe ouT a bETteR peRsoN! thinK oF iT oNLy aS aN inConveniEnt sEt baCk.


tHiNgS tO do tO feEL gEeeeWwddD ;)

(1)
gEt heAltHy
eXceRciSe! iTs a weLL kNoWn fAct tHat phySicaL aCtiVitiEs ReLeAseS enDorphiNs! a biOchEmicAL compOunD tHat giVes a sEnSe oF wELL-bEinG. PLuSss! PLuSSssss!! wiTh aLL tHat eXerciSe yOu aRe goNna LoOk gEewDD!! aS oUr caLcuLatioN goEs..
LooKing GoOd = fEeLinG goOd

(2)
sPLuRgE oN yOuR LoOkS
you nEedn't spEnd a fortuNe, buT taKing tHe exTra tiMe to MakinG yOursELf LoOk gOoD is wOrtH aLL tHe secoNd gLanCes ;)

(3)
iNduLge bUt doNt oVer do
indulgiNg iN thiNgs tHat yOu LoVe iS aCceptAbLe iN tiMes oF nEed. buT onLy to a rEaSonabLe eXteNt. foR instaNt iF yOu nEed iCe-CreaM to fReEzE oUt thE paiN.. go ahEad hAve soMe.. scoOp a coupLe oF spoOns into a bOwL doN't eaT iT ouT oF tHe tuB! tHe staTe you aRe in.. WeiGht gaiN iS a probLem yOu couLd do witHout!

(4)
fiNd diStraCtioNs
anythiNg tHat couLd keEp yOu buSy.
taKe uP tHe oFfer oR eVen voLenTeer to bE tHe comittee memBer fOr aNy oFfiCe aCtiviTiEs. KeEpiNg yOurSeLf busy wiLL heLp maKe yOu feEL imPortaNt.. NeeDed.

(5)
LaugH
nO maTteR hoW haRd LiFe gEts. nEver LoSe yOur huMouR. go oUt aNd sEe a coMEdy at tHe moviEs. bEttEr sTiLL maKe tiMe to entertaiN tHe friEnd who neVer faiLs to maKe yOu Laugh tiL yOu feEL LiKe wEttiNg yOur paNts!



*** wRiTteN puReLy fRom A pErsoNs opiNioN. aNy cOnSequEnce fRom uSinG tHem iS youR oWn.
:P

Tuesday, 30 October 2007

poiNtLess raMbLing...

tHe daYs haVe beeN a daZe.. I'm like a liviNg ZombiE... sLeeP dePriVed.. mEssY rOOm... oFfiCe aNd bEdrOOm. aLL tHe eVentS jusT piLed uP oN me aNd givEn me LitTLe tiMe to RecuPerate... My vOiCe hAs iMpoRve a LitTLe... gOt siCK thoughOut eiD.. I'm noT evEn goNna go tHere... suFfiCe to Say eNough sAddnEss to Last mE a DecaDe... If yOu sEe me giGgLing aWay, tHat's juSt hoW I haNdLe sTreSs... I jusT reaLisEd toDay (whiSLt haVing tHe rouTinE luNch wiTh a cLoSe fRieNd) tHat I haVe thE gigGLes... I'M a gigGLer.. if thAt iS even a WoRd.. tHe friEnd poiNted iT ouT...

hMmm giGgLers.. doN't LikE (spOkeN iN vEry bloDisH aMeriCan aCcenT) moSt bimBos giGgLe... i caN feeL my hair tuRning blonDe aNd my IQ droppinG *Hahaah* bEggiNg my pArdon To aLL blonDes... in pOor tAstE reMark on tHe SteRoetyPe oF bLOndes... pRovEn ratHer wrOng.. nOt aLL bLonDes aRe jUgHeaDs. cAse in PoinT, tHe goRgeouSLy taLentEd sHarOn sTonE. BesiDEs yOu doNt haVe to Be bLonDe to bE diTsy... *eViL smiLe* thinKing of a fEw in mY heAd... nOw doN't yoU wiSh you reAd minDs.. HAHahHAa

tHis iS me bLowinG oFf sTeam whiLst aT my oFfice dEsk... staRing bLindLy at tHe piLe of woRk tHat is incReasinGLy mouNting on Me... *dAydReam* wOuLdn't iT be niCe to bE a biLLionaiRe who woRries onLy oN wHat eLse to spEnd aLL thE $h%t LoaD oF cAsh!


soMethiNg I waNNa shAre wiTh aLL oF yOu..
Me maKing a FacE at aDversity.. LiFe gOes on!


Thursday, 11 October 2007

iN fuLL sWinG


eiD iS aLmoSt hERe...
I aM soOOooooooOOOO nOt reAdy foR it!!!

whY doEs eVerytHinG moVe liKe iTs iN fuLL tHroTtLe.. anD I feEL likE I'm bY tHE siDewaLk waTchiNg thiNGs haPPen aLL arOunD me?!... aT tiMes I feEL LiKe saYinG
"SSSStttttoooppP!!!" to tiME... so I couLd caTch my BreatH aNd gEt baCk iN tHe whOLe ruSh tO 'caTch-up' wiTh tiME... wOuLdN't iT be niCe iF wE cOuLd haVe tHe 'UniveRsaL RemoTe' juSt LikE in 'cLicK' stArriNg aDam sAnDLer moVie.
*HAhaha* I wouLdn'T beAt uP my boSs tHe way hE did thOugh...
I haVe tHe beSteSt boSs anyoNe cOuLd wiSh foR.. *BiG sMiLe aNd thuMbS uP*
(iS hE stiLL reaDinG tHis?... iS iT saFe to bReathE noW?.. *hahhahaahahaha*)
SeRiOusLy I hAve oNe oF tHe bEst boSs anyOne cOuLd wiSh for :D

gOsh eVen I noTicE hoW muCh I cOuLd straY frOm a ToPiC... AHhah
As I wAs 'SayiNg'..

I LonG foR tHe fEeL I uSe tO Get oVer tHe whOLe RayA tHinG..
tHe exItEmeNt.. tHe tinGLinG oF tHe seNseS.. tHe fEeL oF aLmoSt waNtiNg to juMp oUt oF yOur oWn skiN to ContaiN aLL tHe guSh oF exItement.. iT's aLmoSt LikE faLLinG in LovE~
LoVe iS.. iTs... uRrghhH... dOn't gEt me StartEd on tHat!

*faCiaL exPresSioN fRoM tHe fEeLinG- SkeptiC?!*


mOvinG on!!!

sO I waS sayiNg abOut Raya... *HAahahah*
(Teach mE noT to stray.. anyOne?!)
tHE oFficE hAd a maKe-oVEr aND iS loOkinG vEry fEsTivE....




























Wednesday, 10 October 2007

whiLe wE feaSt...

tHe fAstiNg moNth is aLL aboUt LEssOns iN LiFe...
iTs a rEmiNder tHat tHEre Are pEOpLe oUt tHe who doN't haVe aLL tHe LuxuriEs wE taKe fOr grAnted..

iTs aboUt feELinG whaT tHe unFortunAtes go tHrough eaCh day... haRdLy a moRseL of foOd oN thEir tabLe... fOr uS... wE fAsT from dawN tiL duSk... aNd wHen tHe "BeduK" eChoes we gEt to eAt aLL thE foOd tHat wE coULd Lay oUr hAnds oN!!
thIs iSn't a LectuRE... mOre on Me reMinDing MysELf to be moRe tHankfuL foR wHat I aLreadY hAve...

my moM aLwayS sAys to me.. "neVer LooK aT aNd comPare yOurseLf to tHoSe peoPLe whO haVe moRe thiNgs tHan yOu... LooK doWn aNd thiNk oF aLL tHe pOePLe whO wiShed tHey cOuLd haVe tHe thiNgs yoU haVe"



I knOw tHat I aM aT tiMes sEemiNgLy uNappReciaTive of wHat yOu dO... bUt yOu shOuLd knOw tHat iT is yOu tHat I LoOk uP to.. It iS yOu tHat I admiRe... It iS yOu who heLped mE bE aLL tHat I caN..


Friday, 21 September 2007

I LovE yOu...

iTs so Easy to jUst sAy thOse tHrEe magiCaL woRds...
iT couLd eitHer MakE oR bReaK yoU..
MakE.. WHen iTs reQuiTed...
BreaK... wHeN iTs a oNe siDed aFfair..
bUt hAve yOu eVer giVen a sLightEst thOught tO wHat LoVe iS.. rEaLLy?...
yEs, Yes, yOu cAn cLaim tHat yOu'Ve faLLen iN loOovE..
BuT wHat iS loVe...
WhAt iS it????
HoW do YoU deFine LoVe?..
I mEan tHerE wAs onE oCCasion wHen I thOught I was truLy iN LovE
bUT moSt oF tHe tiME.. I'm woNderinG...
aNd quEstiOninG poEpLe whOm haD pROcLaimEd LovE..
aSking tHem wHy...
Why dO thEy LoVe..?
wHat iS LovE aLL aboUT?... caN iT bE defInEd?..
I'm juSt sEnding tHis quEstiOn into tHe cosMic voiD...
cOs fRanKLy... I've forGottEn wHat LoVE is..
I'vE tiRed maNy tiMes to feeL it... bUt abSent it aLwayS is...
I knOw tHat inFatuatiOn aNd aTTractioN pLays a RoLe in tHe gaMe oF loVe...
buT whEre aNd wHen does inFatuatiOn enDs anD Love beGins?..
yOu caN juSt as EasiLy faLL in LikE with a pErson... Be attRactEd to tHem... bUt hOw doEs it aLL chAnge inTo a muCh dEepEr feELing.. eVoLvinG inTO somEthinG thAt can'T bE defiNed.. nOT by mE anyWays...
wiSh I knEw...

Sunday, 16 September 2007

bRave oR pLain fooLish

iTs tragic thAt oNe oF thE thiNgs I love to eAt iS oNe tHat I can't hAve..



aLLergiEs...sWeet iRony oF Life.. tHere's nO cuRe... nOt tHat I knoW of..
yOu aRe boRn wiTh it... tHere's prEtty muCh nothinG yoU caN do aBout it..

Against my better juDgement... I gavE in to TempTation..

anD wAs rewaRded wiTh LipS tHat puTs Angelina JoliE's puCkers to sHame

*HAhaahAHahah*




Saturday, 15 September 2007

i toLd yoU so..



ooouHhh!!! oouHhh!!!!!
"HairSpRay" tHe moviE starRing JoHn TravoLta is pLaying in the CiNema!!
I can'T waiT to See iT!!

wHat haS tHe tiTLe of this poSt goT to do witH anytHing?
weLL don'T yOu haVe friEnds who ruN to yOu at tHe sigHt of a brokeneD heart?..

despite aLL that yOu tRy aNd adviCe tHem on tHinGs, tHey NEveR sEem to bE takiNg in any of yoUr impArtEd wiSdom...
aNd beFore LonG, hiStory RepEats iTseLf :S
As muCh aS it huRts yOu to See tHem beiNg miseRabLe..
yOu feEL tHe iTcH tHat iS gNawiNg at yoUr voCaL choRds... AchiNG... yEarniNg to vOiCe OuT tHe oBviOus buT hArsHLy iNseNsiTiVe...

"i tOLd yOu so"

iTs a satiSfacTioN thaT you wouLd ratheR noT haVe iN any situAtioN... cOs no oNe wiNs..

iT's baD enoUgh tHAt tHe friEnd is suFFerinG frOm tHe miStakE he/shE haS maDe...
wE maKE iT woRse bY ruBbinG it iN theiR faCE.. iTs wroNg.. bUt iS it ReaLLy?..

I meaN aLL thiS whiLe yOu keeP teLLing tHem tHaT iTs a LosT cAuse.. tHat iTs beTter to Leave iT at tHat anD picK up tHe piEces aNd staRt anEw.. bUt tHey kEep RepeAtiNg thE miStakEs... agAin anD agaiN...

iS it nOt wiSe to teLL tHem bLunTLy- hOw eVer HarsH iT maY SeeM, tHat tHey cAn't keEp seLf-inFLictiNg thEmseLves wiTh uNnecessarY pAin tHat iS aVoidabLe..

I'm juSt tYpiNg oFf tHe toP oF my hEad...

I knoW iTs moRe to it tHan tHat... iTs nOt aS simPLe aS tHat..
LiFe iS neVer siMpLe..

iTs hArd to juSt diScaRd a fEeLing... iT cOmEs fRom tHe heArt... tHe veRy ceNtre oF LiFe's actiVIty..

hMmmmmmmMmm tOo muCh sEriouSneSs toO eArLy iN tHe moRniNg

sO who's goIng to tHe moviEs with mE to watcH Hairspray?..
Owuuhh I forGot... I aLready maDe arrAngEments to waTch it wiTh a FriEnd..
*HeHe*




Monday, 10 September 2007

pRooF of tHe puDdinG

wHy ruSh thingS wHeN yOu knoW tHat waiTinG fOr soMething goOd is woRth aLL thE waiT in tHe worLd....

Marraige iS... noT fOr a Day... noT foR that moMenT oF bRieF cELebRatioN... iTs a LiFetiMe oF uNdersTandiNg.. SeLfLessNeSs.. aNd cOmmiTtment.

gEttiNg mArriEd doEsn't enSuRe hAppiNess of FaiRytaLe evEr aFter... iTs a begiNning oF a wHiRLwiNd oF eMotioNaL JouRney..

aNd yOu asK whY I'm noT maRried?...
I ask myseLf eveRydAy... aM I ReadY?...

sOmethiNg I rEad oN HyS

tiRed oF LovE...

I've giveN it muCh thought...
I was thinking of not postinG about it even...
buT itS just Haunting me... taunting me...

ItS LiFe in gEneRaL... Why doeS eveErything come With a tiMe Line... why caNt everything Be Left to ruN its owN couRse...

I caN unDerstaNd deAdLineS fOr worK but... HmMmm..

MarriAgE... yEs *ahahaha*
I opEn My mouth to suCh topiC.. cOs uSuaLLy wHen I'm pesTereD wiTh suCh quEstioN I simpLy shrug oFF tHe suBject wiTh a smiLe oR eveN a giGgLe.. (anD quickLy waLk away aS iF I Had thingS to do hahah coward!)
Bet tHe cuZziEs aRe cuRiouS to knoW *winK*
WeLL oKay oKay Let mE barE it aLL foR tHoSe who Care to kNow..

I woULd SeriouSy gEt maRriEd iF I actuaLLy fouNd thE guY...
*hahahahahah* so whaT abouT thE guYs I've been wiTh?..
HmmmMmm... I juSt doN't see a "huSbaNd" in them..
noW tHat tHE LatEst ex-BoyfriEnd haS tiEd the knOt..
I guEss pEopLe wouLd bE wonDering thAt tHerE miGht bE soMething wROnG aboUt me..

wHateVer.. *shRug*
bUt tHe oNe thAt stAbs RighT at thE heArt iS whEn soMeoNe (who shaLL remain namELess)
oPenLy sAiD to me..
"aMbiL saja siApa saJa aSaL buJang"
TranLatioN: JusT GraB anyoNe sO loNg aS thEIr siNgLe

iT maDe me FeeL uGLy.. LikE suPer uGLy aNd LikE soMething thAt's beEn caSt awaY.. UnwaNted.. UnLikEd.. UnaPpreciaTEd.. uNwoRthy.

Do I loOk DespEratE?!
It waS a puBLic pLace... aNd It Had taKen aLL tHe stRengtH iN me tO conjuRe uP a smiLe...
bUt iF u kNew me... ReaLLy kNew me... YoU cOuLd jUst abOut See a GLiStening Tear drOp juSt aT thE coRneR oF my eYe..

HmmMmmm... aNd hEre I thOught thIs waS goNNa bE a fuNNy pOst...
bUt aPPaRentLy not!



Tuesday, 4 September 2007

diScUsSiOn tiMe..

I haD a Deep cOnverSatiOn tHat cOuLd be DesCibEd As a hEaLthY dEbate..

a fELLow FriEnd cLaimS tHat He cAn DefiNe LiFe...
isN't tHat saYinG yoU'Ve dEciFer tHe meAninG to LiFe?...
but dOesn't tHat Lead to SayinG thaT yOu kNoW wHy GoD tHe AlmiGhTy cReaTed man..?

DeeP iSn't It?.. tHe aRguMent hAd no End.. HAAHahahah go fiGuRe!

Thursday, 30 August 2007

rUnniNg oN emPty...



wowWw... tHe fAsting MonTh iS juSt aRounD thE corNer... oF whiCh I LikE to caLL tHe "hYpe sEaSoN".. wHEre pEoPLe gO CraaaaazeeeeY wiTh pReparaTioNs foR tHe uP cOminG EiD~~~

tHis OnE tiMe oF eVerY yEar you gO sTarK rAviNg mAd wiTh tHe sHoPping...
(HEheeh I'm one to talk.. *quickly hides shopping list* )

bUt ReaLLy it DefinitELy wouLdn'T be BruneiAn NOT to Over-Spend, oVer-sTress, oVEr-pRepaRE and oVer-furnish!
*hahahahahah*
nO maTTer wHat peOpLe saY abouT aLL thE bAd hAbbiTs uS bRuneiAns hAve.. OnE thinG yOu cAN couNt on (annnd... its sOmEthiNg I aM so ProuD of) iS ouR Loyalty to OuR famiLieS anD oUR peOpLe. nO oUtSiDEr couLd meSs wiTh uS witHoUt haVing to FaCe tHe whoLe cLAn!

wHy aM I taLking abOut thiS?.. weLL... itS jusT so mE to sTraY isn't iT..
ActuaLLy I wantEd to ShoW a Very conTravErciAL PicTure...

*hahhaAHhahahah*

ok ok... (*talking to self* stop laughing!!!)
gOsH I aM soOOoo LaMe~~~ bUt whO caRes! *hahaahha*


dO yOu knOw hOw REaL iCe cReaM iS mAde?...



*** Ka Zee I hAd tO biTe my tonGue frOm LaughiNg ouT LoUd in tHe oFfiCe.. tNx fOR Le PiCtuRE~ ;)

Saturday, 25 August 2007

heLp me~~~

wOrk iS hecTic... yet I find mySeLF demoTivated...
I meAn I'm a SucKer foR tHe oDd adRenaLin RusH but ReeeeAAaaaLLy I juST Can't bE bothEred thEse DayS...
I worK at tHe sLoWest PaCe PosSibLe... nOt tHat I waNNa bE sLugGisH... sNaiLiSh... oR eveN tuRtLeiSh...
aM I maKing SenSe eVen..?


*yyaaaWWwnnn*
aNyoNe goT cUre foR Lazy-SynDroME? giVe me A HoLLer..
I thinK I neEd a sLap iN tHe fAce...
***sssSSLLaAAaPPp***
wAAAAkE uP!!!



*hahaHahAhaHAhahahah* thiS iS what'S caLLed jiBberisH nonsense!!!


sHinE within me.. vaNish aLL my fLaws... I wiSh my LifE be FreE~~

Thursday, 23 August 2007

diStraCtiOnS..

thE previous Post hAs definitELy taken uP so muCh poSitivity Away frOm my chEery self *eeeheeemmm*
hahahaAHaahahaha I reaLLy aM a very positive PErson hahahaahah
ok ok... maybe not all the time... but I try to be..

eVen the sWeetesT of characteRs in LifE give in to dEpression...
yOu wouLdn't beLieve what haPenned!!
KiDs LooK aWay noW!!!!! cOs maNy WenT into therapy aFter they've sEen thiS horrifiC image...










eLmo tRiEd tO kiLLEd hiMseLF!!!!!



*ahhahaaAHaHaAHAHahaHAAHha*(silent chuckle)


bUt LuckiLy the mEdiCs WerE abLe to ResuscitAte him... the pooR guy.. never knew ceLebrity Life couLd be sO stressFuL... I mean aLL that gLamour and moneY... What's to stress about?!...

*hahhaahah* I'm sorry... LaaaaMmmeeE joke
so hoWs the weathEr?.. SunNy? :S

Wednesday, 22 August 2007

teArS oF paiN...


LiFe iS fuLL of SuRpriSes.. be it gOod or Bad.. I saW reAL drama unfolding infront of my very Eyes today..hAve yOu seeN fiLms LikE "sLeepLess iN seatLe"?.. wHere a Man aNd woMan FaLLs in Love yet wiThouT a cLue whO eaCh othEr is.. If yOu thinK iT is impoSsibLe to FaLL for sOmEonE yOu'Ve nEver mEt.. iT's beEn proVen trUe... >>see here<<


wHen i ReaD whaT she (goes by the name kirim-aku-malaikatmu) had to say.. iT maDe me cry.. biG fat teArs that couLdn't stop faLLing.. Maybe I'm PMSing (extrA sensitip jadinya).. iT may nOt makE SenSe to soMeonE who'S neVer FaLLen deeP in Love.. bUt to A pErsoN who'S fELt paiN of a BrokenEd heart...

LoVe iS moRe miSery tHan a bLesSinG...

I thiNk it huRt heR moRe moSt pRobaBLy beCauSe sHe sAw hiM aS "tHe guY"

YoU KNOw HoW OUr MInDS haVe its oWn visiOn oF thE kinD of Man/Woman wE waNna sPend tHe resT of ouR liVes with... so in a way sHe's aching tO be witH him As shE see's aLL that shE waNts hEr maN to be in him.. tHe paiN coMes at thE faCt tHat... sHe can'T have him... hiS heart bELongs to sOmeonE eLse...


AAAAaaaaaRRrrrrGGHHHhhhh!!!!!!


tHis iS SeeeeEEEEEriouSLy dePreSSinG!!!!

In my mind I wish it to have the movie ending... where nearing the end of the film.. they fall madly in love with each other... aNd it sort of "ends" with WedDing beLLs.. but sOmehow.. I reaLLy doubT it.


Reasoning being?... he's too in love with "ayu" aNd logic dictates that Love like that isn't easily dissuaded...
I just hopE hE doEsn't think iTs hiS faUlt... If sHe happEns to Be huRt by thiS I'm so sorry my dear.. buT LovE can't Be foRced... aNd though I appLauD youR honEsty.. I aM very mucH taKen aback by your open conFesSion... aNd soMe might See it As cominG a littLe too strong..
I guEss you couLd say thAt I can't See hoW your FeeLingS for him cOuLd'Ve coMe so StronG.. my dear you don't even knoW him... ok ok I admit I'm a skeptic...
pLeaSe God... oWhhh pLease Let tHis have a GooD enDing.. pLeasseee...

Friday, 17 August 2007

BeSt thiNgs iN LiFe aRe fRee...

Don'T yOu feEL that The bEst gifT anyoNe caN giVe yOu iS oNe thaT fuLfiLLs yOuR emoTioNaL nEeDs?...

I'm turniNg phiLosphiCaL...


*hhahahaha*


but ReaLLy... iT matTerS nOT that they GeT you sOmethinG expEnsiVe oR soMethinG that wAs woRth viRtuaLLy nothing.

a GooD eXampLe is this >>>story<<<

a pHonE CaLL is haRdLy a giFt to tHe unTraiNed minD... but wHEn iTs frOm soMEoNE speCIaL... a simPLe PhonE cOuLd tuRn inTo a PriCeLesS giFt..
oNe thAt sEndS yoU fLoatiNg uP tO cLouD niNe~~
*hahahah*



Monday, 13 August 2007

faLse aLarM...



yOu knOw thE feeLing you Get whEn you'vE met soMeonE nEw...
tHe feELing oF wanting to sEe them again eveN whEn itS onLy a few minutEs that wEnt by aFter you Last mEt..
wHy dO I taLk in RiddLes (not really but yah..) hAHah
iTs to giVe a SoRt oF veiL reaLLy to mAsk my oWn fEeLingS... oOopSs I saiD to muCh..
the tHinG is.. I feEL unComfoRtaBLe pubLicisiNg my iNnermoSt thoughtS..
unLike thiS guy who's so oPen anD cRysTaL clear abOut hoW he FeeLs anD thinKs.. yOu havE my SaLutatioNs.. (FYI: he's stiLL not oVer thE giRL... I think the infatuation is worse even)
straying again... I was saying... aBouT meetiNg neW peoPLe..
iT givEs thiS sparK of eXcitEment right at the pit of YouR tuMMy..
but soMetiMes.. aS yOu go FurTher along thE friendsHip... thinGs beComEs cLeareR and you thiNk to yourseLf... mayBe the liFe thE perSon LeadS is a LittLe too coMpLicatEd for yOu to uptakE haD thinGs goTten moRe seRious aNd moRe intimatE.... aNd aLL yOu feeL is jusT comForT at tHe fAct thAt you'vE acquiRed a nEw friEnd.. sO uHmmm Hmmm feLt liKe I juSt BaRed my sOuL there... buT whaTeVer.. iTs opEn to interprEtation..
MayBe I'm juSt beiNg diFficuLt... BuT, to an ExteNt, iS theRe any wRonG in waNting thinGs thaT you reaLLy waNt?.. iNsteAd of sEttLing foR soMEthing that sEems the LessEr versiOn of wHat it is tHat you ReaLLy reaLLy want...
by LesSer I mean sOmeoNe whOm you neVer have tHought yOu'd Have anY romanTic aFfiLiationS with..
I couLd be wrong abouT this.. buT yOu onLy geT to Live your LiFe onCe.. I waNt to Live it wELL.. wiTh oUt rEgRets..

Sunday, 12 August 2007

waiTinG is aGony....

thE titLe?... well... personal really... nothing I want to declare to the world wide web.
anyho....
beeN a whiLe sinCe I've updatEd... bEen busy and afTer....
thE LonG wEekEnd spent rejuvanating...
feELs good :)
acTuaLLy.... I really don't feel like updating now... maybe tomorrow...
maybe not tomorrow... :(

Tuesday, 7 August 2007

gaRdeN oF eDen..

My NeWLy aCquiRed littLe GaRden...
(LittLe iS an OveR exaGeratioN inFact)
Just LoOking at iT pRoviDes an eScapE frOm thE rEspOnsiBiLitiEs tHat soMetiMes cAn get a biT OveRwHeLming...


Monday, 6 August 2007

wOrDs so tRue..


Hawa,


Andai engkau masih remaja, jadilah anak yang solehah buat kedua ibu bapamu,Andai engkau masih ibu, didiklah anakmu sehingga dia tidak gentar memperjuangkan ad-din Allah.


Hawa,


Andai engkau belum berkahwin jangan kau risau jodohmu, ingatlah Hawa janji Tuhan kita, Wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. Jangan dimulakan sebuah pertemuan dengan lelaki yang bukan muhrim kerana aku khuatir dari mata jatuh ke hati, maka lahirnya senyuman maka tercetusnya salam dan sekali gus disusuli dengan pertemuan takut lahirnya nafsu kejahatan yang menguasai diri.


Hawa,


Lelaki yang baik tidak melihat paras rupa, lelaki yang soleh tidak memilih wanita melalui keseksiannya, lelaki yang warak tidak menilai wanita melalui keayuannya, kemanjaannya, serta kemampuannya menggoncang iman lelaki. Tetapi lelaki yang baik akan menilai wanita melalui akhlaknya, peribadinya dan yang penting pegangan agamanya.


Hawa,


Lelaki yang baik juga tidak menginginkan pertemuan dengan wanita yang bukan muhrimnya kerana dia takut memberi kesempatan kepada syaitan untuk mengodanya.Lelaki yang warak juga tidak mahu bermain cinta kerana dia tahu apa matlamat dalam sebuah pertemuan lelaki dan wanita yakni sebuah perkahwinan.


Oleh itu Hawa,


Jagalah pandanganmu, awasilah auratmu, peliharalah akhlakmu, kuatkan pendirianmu. Andai ditakdirkan tiada cinta daripada Adam untukmu, cukuplah hanya cinta Allah memenuhi dan menyinari kekosongan jiwamu, biarlah hanya cinta daripada kedua ibubapamu yang memberi hangat kebahagiaan buat dirimu, cukuplah sekadar cinta adik-beradik serta keluarga yang membahagiakan dirimu.


Hawa,


Cintailah Allah di kala susah dan senang kerana kau akan memperolehi cinta daripada insan yang juga menyintai Allah. Cintailah kedua ibu bapamu kerana kau akan perolehi keredaan Allah. Cintailah keluargamu kerana kau tak akan jumpa cinta yang bahagia selain cinta keluarga.


Ketahuilah Hawa,


nafsumu sembilan, akalmu satu Lelaki nafsu satu, akal sembilan maka Janganlah sesekali tangan yang boleh menggoncang dunia juga yang menggoncang iman lelaki...
enthraLLinG isn't it... I got it fRom an internet site... I do apologise to non-Malay spEaking readerS.. I don't sEe justiCe in transLating it... tHe bEauty of the messaGe wiLL be loSt in trAnsLation..